If the joy of a new Radiator Hospital record lies in its familiarity, a phone call from an old friend, then the excitement around Paper Bee is in the unknown. Originally the solo project of songwriter Nick Berger, Paper Bee started to solidify as a proper band months before COVID, putting a stop to any plans of live shows for the time being. Luckily, most of the band members shared a residence, making practice as much a logical way to combat boredom than anything else. “I think that the pandemic kind of forced it to take the shape in a certain way that it wouldn’t have,” says Berger, who wasn’t all that sure they’d ever again release music as Paper Bee. It wasn’t long until the band rounded into form, adding Tony Richards, Cherise Nystrom, Maryn Jones, and Radiator Hospital’s Cook-Parrott, each playing a key role on their new record Thaw, Freeze, Thaw.
Though inextricably intertwined with Radiator Hospital, Paper Bee is very much their own entity, something that becomes obvious when making your way through the excellent Thaw, Freeze, Thaw. Buoyant, delicate, and exposed Thaw, Freeze, Thaw is a collection of songs that swell and quiver, starting one place before ending somewhere completely different, without ever feeling disjointed or forced. The heart of this record lies in vocals, a swirl of voices that starts with Berger but includes Cook-Parrott, Nystrom, and Jones. A song like “Body Of Water” perfectly captures what this kind of practiced unity can produce, beginning as a solo trek through bodily autonomy before spinning into a sonic collage of vocal loops and lilting harmonies. “It is very much like a vocal heavy and vocal forward record,” says Cook-Parrott. “That starts with Nick’s singing, and so it was really easy for us to then just keep building on that.”
Vocals may be what drives much of the content of the record but, as I learn throughout my conversation with Berger and the rest of the band, they are even more essential to the record’s context. For Berger, Thaw, Freeze, Thaw is a very important document of their voice before they began Hormone Replacement Therapy, a process that has significantly changed their vocal range. “I had been considering going on testosterone for the past decade, but every time the question came up, I would just shut it down because my singing voice was too important to me,” says Berger. In 2020, they decided it was finally time, but before that they wanted to fully explore their voice as it was. Unfortunately, this did not include as many live shows as Nick might have hoped so, naturally, he turned toward putting things down on record. “My initial thought was I’ll just do like a bedroom recording but then it just snowballed into the most elaborate recording project I’d done,” says Berger.
Then there’s the fact that most of this record was written and recorded over two years ago, something that does assert itself from time to time now, as Thaw, Freeze, Thaw enters the world. “Every now and then when I listen to them, or when I’m playing them, I’ll have a moment of just being like, Oh, wow, this is a completely different part of my life, and suddenly I’m back in it,” says Berger, who expresses a kind of nostalgic reverence for the band’s de facto debut record. “I feel like there’s like an arc to the record and the period of time that it’s about. It’s nice to have that distance because I wrote a lot of the songs either during or about a really hard moment in my life and I feel a lot more solid in almost every way since then.”
Berger credits this solidity, at least in part, to the connection he’s made with his bandmates. “This is my favorite thing I’ve ever made,” wrote Berger in press material for the record, something that comes across both within the song and in the way he talks about the rest of his band. “I’ve never worked with a group of musicians that I am this good at communicating and playing together and writing hearts collaboratively,” says Berger. It cannot be overstated how unique it is to find such an arrangement and have it work so seamlessly, especially on a debut record.