A lot can happen in ten years: maturity, career changes, parenthood, and new visions of self. And if there’s one thing you can rely on in life, it’s that change is constant, and sometimes the only thing you can do is adapt.
After coming home from incarceration in 2002, TooMxchRaw decided to give rapping a shot. While he was still inside, he got to witness firsthand the lyricism and technicality of Philly battle rapper Reed Dollaz, with whom he was locked up. Around this same time, TooMxchRaw lost a friend and fellow musician named Shizz. Before his passing, Shizz was working on a song called “Gone Fishing.” TooMxchRaw decided to apply what he learned in placement, mixed with mentorship from his father (who had his own musical practice as a DJ), to Shizz’s song. The track got him a bit of recognition in his neighborhood and his peers began seeing him for the fierce MC that he was. The rest was history. In 2014 TooMxchRaw dropped his first official project: R.A.W. – Recognize A Warrior.
Not long after the release of this project, TooMxchRaw found himself being a single parent to a beautiful baby girl. This added responsibility gave him a new sense of purpose and maturity. This new stage in his life required him to put some things on hold. Unfortunately, this included his music career. In addition to focusing on fatherhood, TooMxchRaw concentrated on earning his welding license, and starting his own business, and now he is currently pursuing a commercial driver’s license.
“For the last ten years I’ve been being a parent – my daughter got sickle cell – so I didn’t have the space to be creative,” says TooMxchRaw. “It put me in a different space to understand life and parenting. It taught me maturity and how to be a man.”
After striking the balance and finding a sturdy enough foundation to make space for creativity, TooMuchRaw was back in the booth. In September, he released GOODSTOCK, an 8-track EP that highlights his range and mastery of lyricism. The project highlights the artist’s range: There are radio-friendly bops, straight-up street anthems, boom-bap raps for the heads, a “woke” track where he contemplates the state of the world, and even a hypersexual tracks for the ladies. TooMxchRaw wanted to make sure that GOODSTOCK highlighted his versatility.
“I wanted to show you that we can create bops,” says TooMxchRaw. “I can still be melodic, I could still dumb it down and go to a certain level, but also I can get lyrical. I also can show my vulnerability, be transparent, and give a piece of my life.”
One of TooMxchRaw’s more personal tracks is “PTSD.” Here, he refers to a strained relationship that he had with the mother of his child. Ultimately his goal was to be able to speak his truth without disparaging people who may have caused him harm in the past. As with his own life, time often brings maturity.
“Like, I didn’t really want to expound on it or discredit her, because ultimately she became a better mother – you get what I’m saying,” says TooMxchRaw. “That was years ago when I felt that way, but again, I was gone for ten years. Maybe that was year two that I was speaking on.”